Just want to thank everybody that chimed in to help me make a decision to buy the p30. I finally got to try it out, and that light lem is amazing. I put 200rds of WWB and 20rds of speer gold dot with no malfunctions. The gun just feels great and is crazy accurate. I've got a crossbreed on order and it will prob be a few more weeks till I get to carry it. But I'll have 600-800rds in by then so I'll confidant in carrying it. I also ordered a raven but my order # is 35717, so I got along wait for it.
Thanks again to everybody, and if you haven't tried the light lem, I promise you won't be disappointed.